What I didn’t want 2008/04/19

I am a little bit of loneliness,
a little bit of disregard
Handful of complaints,
but I can help the fact,
that everybody can see these scars
What I want you to want,
what I want you to feel
But it’s like no matter what I do,
I can’t convince you,
to just believe this is real
So I [...]

Something Cracked 2008/04/18

And I half
opened an eye
The blaze of the afternoon sun
Blinding the moment
Then lighting it again
Wearily I rolled over
Something had broken
In my least favorite spot
Something had cracked
Then fell apart
Or perhaps I had dreamt it.

My Ultimate Race 2008/04/12

Is this my ultimate race
Against a clock filled meteorite
Do I inject an overdose
Spilling at the rim with
Torpedoes of irritated skepticism
Hostile fervor caustic intensity
Carving out the resistance
Is this my ultimate race
Against a meteorite filled clock ?